Masochistic Decadence of the Soul
Hurting myself
Over and over again
Your merciless voice
Cutting my Heart into pieces every day
I'm screaming
Can you hear my voice?
I reach for you every day
Every word tears me more apart (from you)
I hate you
I love you
Forgive m
„Na, hast du Angst, honey?“ Die Stimme an seinem Ohr war dunkel und rau und auch, wenn Uruha wusste, dass er vielleicht wirklich Angst haben sollte, immerhin fand er sich nicht jeden Tag mit verbundenen Augen an die Decke gekettet wieder. Trotzdem schütt
Ruki seufzte auf, drehte sich auf den Bauch, während er seinem Freund zusah wie er sich langsam anzog, rollte sich halbwegs zusammen und starrte Reitas Hinterteil an, das gerade so schön in Reichweite war. „Reirei..
Er würde wohl nie herausfinden wieso er sich zu Jemandem so bedingungslos hingezogen fühlte, der ihn beim Sex so verdammt brutal behandelte, blutig biss und erst zufrieden war, wenn er ohnmächtig zusammenbrach.
„You're gonna catch a cold if you keep laying here.“ His voice woke me up and I couldn't hold back a groan. Everyone who knew me, knew also that I didn't like to get woken up and how aggressive I could react. Unfortunately he didn't know me at all. „Fuck off.
„You can't see the sun from down there.“, Akira pointed out and Ruki just smiled. „I know.“ A sigh parted the other ones lips. „So why don't you change it?“ „Because I don't want to.“
Kyo war gerade mal 18 Jahre alt geworden. Und mit jedem Monat der verging in denen ihr kleines Teufelchen nicht mehr bei ihnen war, starb ein Teil mehr von ihm.
Again, a sigh left Kaorus lips before he focused on his boyfriend. No one would really recognize that the leader of Dir en grey was blind, even though this was nothing but the result of years of hard training.
Wenn er zuhause gewesen wäre, während er sich die Pulsadern aufgeschnitten hatte, hätte sich seine Mutter vermutlich nur darüber beschwert, dass er den wertvollen Badezimmerteppich mit seinem Blut versaut hätte,
Ice Angel
Why are you so cold?
Lost in memories
of distant times
Hear my voice
Calling you back
back to live
Smile for me
Even you can't remember
I was always
by your side
Protecting you
from live
Hear my voice
calling you back
from your Endless Sleep
Wollte er wirklich den Rest seiner Männlichkeit für Kai aufgeben? Ein kurzer Blick auf die pinke Hello Kitty Schürze zeigte ihm, dass eh fast nichts mehr übrig war, was er verlieren konnte, also atmete er noch ein mal tief durch und griff dann zum Telefon
I'm lying here
alone and weak
how can I ask
for you to catch me?
You and Me
forever young
now I'm here
all on my own
It was no lie
when I said
that I need you
I will love you forever
You saved Me
with your smile
now is nothing left
what you could do
Dear Kaoru
You wanted me to write you a letter. Even you know that I'm not good at stuff like this. It's Kyos part to write down the lyrics for our songs, not mine. But I can't say no if it's you. And you know that. You are mean, you know? Really really mean.
he had laughed it off, when the smaller one had looked up to him with fear in his eyes, fear that he would leave him alone, tell him that he never ever again wanted to see his face around.
To find this broken love of mine
your heart
so cold as ice
deny the tears
deny the pain
Vanish again
in darkness
my dear friend
Safe the words
you've never said
hold the tears
lay in your bed
Pretend that everything's ok.
I wanna bleed out
see the words on paper
unreal like you and me
I wanna shatter this perfect reality
It's a lie
Can't you see my true face?
I scream out your name
So loud, but I just can't make any sound
Like I'm frozen
Caught in this World of Lies
Impossible to
Despite to the fact
that I hate you
I just wanna break free
my body is a jail
killing me from the inside
Why am I not allowed to die?
it would make everything
just everything better
Smile at me
Once more
And tell me
You still care
Stay by my side
Even you
Crying myself to Sleep
Once more in a while
my tears are your sweetest lullaby
Hold on, hold on the time
I wanna remember
You laying in my arms
We were unconvincable then
But now you're gone
I lost my mind
How can all we had
be denied?
You came to close
I
